Thursday, 7 February 2008

Why is there never enough?

No matter how busy I am, or how well things seem to be going (usually in the minority) there is never enough 'stuff' to go round. Alot of the time it's money. Some of the time it's friends and sometimes it's love.
I really work hard on all areas of my life. I don't know if it's more than most other people. I don't actually care. It's as hard as I can work most of the time, and I try as hard as I can ..again most of the time. But still whatever the 'thing' is. It's like stretching a rubber square over a shape thats just too big. Sometimes way too big, sometimes just a corner wont fit.

Sometimes i feel it's just my lot in life to live like this. A deeper part of me knows that assuming I live long enough someday things will be different..and simpler. I long for this day!!!!

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